Space Bound

So after a year and 6 months, it's no longer me that you want, but I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once. I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God, I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms. Drop to my knees and I'm pleadin, I'm tryin to stop you from leavin, you won't even listen, so fuck it, I'm tryin to stop you from breathin. I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you, squeezin til I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick, ain't a possible reason I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live. Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you go and just give nd before I put that gun to my temple, I told you this *bang*... and I would've did anything for you to show you how much I adored you, but it's over now, it's too late to save our love. Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star cuz I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon, and I'm aimin right at you, right at you. 250,000 miles on a clear night in June and I'm so lost without you without you...
-Eminem

I can't even tell you all how much this is me right now.

Continuation

Currently I'm sitting in the car going home from yet another amazing night out with friends. Today I hung out with Jak and Bruno and we saw Step Up 3!! Yay!! It was exciting. According to Jak and Bruno, the dude in the movie was really sexy. I on the other hand was more into the chick... Natalie I think her name was.

Anyways I start school off tomorrow with a pep rally from 6-7:30 or something. But I also have a party that starts at 5 at the zoo! I'm kinda like hella juiced cuz of school! I think I'm going to go to bed soon, although I very well may stay up texting my boo thang.
*yawn* for now I'm going to say goodnight my loverliez! Te quiero. Je t'aime. Ti amo. Qum hota hai. I love you. <3.

Random Midnight Blog Session

Hello, everybody! Take a ride on the west side, kiss the girl with her tongue tied...
(That's a Lady Gaga quote)

Just thought I'd do a little bit of midnight blogging! I'm very tired, but decided to speak to you, my readers... though I know there aren't many of you... instead.
Lately things have been hectic. Hell, "hectic" is an understatement. All week, I've hung out with people! Not that it's a bad thing at all, I'm just really tired now lol. This was my week basically:
Friday- Sarah and Sofi slept over
Saturday- Saw Toy Story 3 with Alex and Karina
Sunday- Helen came over
Monday- Went to College Ave. with Jak and Mori, then Bruno met up with us and they came over
Tuesday- Went to Montclair with Maddie M. and got frozen yogurt then went to her house
Wednesday- Shopped with Mommy
Thursday- Went to Sarah and Sofi's house with Bruno

So that was my week so far. P.S., If you wanna hang out with me hit me up soon at (510) 735-1717...
I'm currently sitting on the floor in the living room watching my favorite show of all time; Little Bear!!! It's so great omg. Duck is my favorite character ever she's so cute.
In other news, I'm starting to get the hang of my O'Dowd computer! It's nice I guess, except I keep feeling like I'm gonna break it cuz it's so plastic-y and stuff... I have to delete + download some stuff, but other than that tis nice.
I'm so nervous for school! LOL JK I'm super excited.........
I'm really sleepy now so I'm gonna go to bed, even though I kinda wanna go watch the meteor shower...
*sigh* I'm so conflicted!
What evs, I'll talk to y'all another time!
XOXOs!
Hugs & kisses!

Songs That Repeatedly Get Stuck In My Head

Roam by The B-52's
Can't Let Go by Landon Pigg
Your Love by Nicki Minaj

Hi Sofi

HI SOFI!!
I LOVE YOU!!

You hinted at me to update my blog... so I am...
:)


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